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In desperation, a few months after this started, I turned to a therapist for help and asked her what was happening to me. The words hit me like a slap. Although I should have seen her response coming - and probably should have been able to spot the source of the problem - I was shocked and embarrassed.

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But why did I react like that? Being diagnosed as Lonely tonight become crazy is a far less severe outcome than being told you're showing signs of schizophrenia. However, both have stigmas. Loneliness is also not something people talk about.

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I decided that I needed some way of trying becomw understand my state of mind. I began to toy with the idea of researching loneliness. It might seem like an odd reaction, but at that point in my life it was routine for me to spend eight hours a day pondering a legal problem until I came up with a solution.

By treating loneliness in this way, I found I could soften its emotional blow. I signed out all the books on loneliness I could find in the library; I started typing 'loneliness' and ' isolation' into Google. I began to take notes describing my condition, how I felt. I documented the nights of broken sleep, I Lonely tonight become crazy about my headaches and how I felt that loneliness was making me Lonely tonight become crazy.

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Yet when I first mentioned I was writing a book about the subject of chronic loneliness, many people would ask me: It's trivial, so I've been told; shameful, irrelevant. Lonely tonight become crazy own loneliness tells me this is not the case. When I started to write tonibht book inI also started a blog about loneliness and invited other people to respond.

I spoke to lonely people from all manner of backgrounds and countries. There were people who said: What they were saying was what I felt - that it wasn't that lonely people lacked tonigt skills, but rather that they had good skills but somehow found themselves cut off from using them.

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Lonely people retreat from social ties just as they need them most. I started ignoring invitations to events. I retreated into my loneliness. But I also knew that it was wrong not to interact with people, so Lonely tonight become crazy deliberately tried to embrace social events.

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I'm more shy than before my loneliness hit; I'm more hesitant in engaging with others; I'm less showy. I can't say I'll never be lonely again, just that if it comes again, I'll be prepared. A writer reveals how she was driven to the brink of madness By Emily White Updated: Share this article Share.

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