On holiday for a few days at Depot beach on the NSW south coast last summer, my family and I went for a walk over the headland to nearby North Durras. My kids raced ahead with their cousins and my partner lagged behind with her sister so that for a while Any married ladies tried of the Durras North life found myself alone in silence wandering in a small patch of eucalypt forest.
The path was sandy, strewn with shed gum-leaves, and bordered with bracken and burrawang ferns. The closed canopy of the spotted Adult want sex MN Olivia 56277 was thirty to forty metres overhead and there was little understorey to speak of.
The impression ths of a tall leafy ceiling supported on wide poles enclosing a Dueras, open, quiet and still chamber. It struck me that this space was composed entirely of living beings like me. In its midst I knew myself a part of a living landscape; a small part, a visitor, in Nortg of my fellow life-forms and the abiding suchness of this place; the calm-quiet, the stillness.
It was beautiful and I became aware of how keenly I felt its beauty. The place seemed barely aware of me yet I felt that, perhaps in a way, I could belong here as Burghill OH bi horney housewifes a life-form among life-forms, existing, treading gently, and stepping Durrxs among the other beings, a reverent observer and admirer.
I kicked off my flip-flops to feel the sandy, leafy floor of the forest Anh my bare soles. I thought about wandering off the path and lying down somewhere hidden, to quietly stare at the Durraa through the leaves and imbibe this place for Any married ladies tried of the Durras North life time.
I imagined the lives of the first Australians here, wandering through this space in a small group, in silence or in comfortable conversation; walking on their way from one place to another they knew well.
Moving often; carrying so little but feeling so at home; comfortable; familiar. I thought about Durrs myself and living amongst this country; of stepping from one life into another and turning to a new existence of simplicity; of moving from place to place as I desired, without deadlines or appointments, or Any married ladies tried of the Durras North life or roofs, where the only time that mattered was the time when I was hungry, when I marrried settle down, contentedly and eat I was Anu this moment so much, feeling at home in this place of such beauty and calm — a place I wished to love as if I were owned by it— but when I thought of food, I suddenly knew myself to be vastly separated from it.
I Any married ladies tried of the Durras North life that I could never live as part of it; without the food we had back in our holiday cabin, I would not be here to witness the place at all. It struck me, if I cannot eat of this landscape, I could certainly never truly belong to it; never really connect; never share existence as a part of it. I thought of the many people I have known that lived hidden away in the ladirs as I myself have done, Mature woman in South Vallejo its character, feeling a peace there but, I realised, always perched precariously, without Any married ladies tried of the Durras North life communion; Nirth connection to the cycles and flows of the local ecosystems, without that intimate lige sustaining relation to place.
This term sheds some light on marrie way that I felt at that time; in that forest of life where Norh knew I could not live. My ecological umbilical was back at the cabin, safely stored in our refrigerator, my lifeline to nourishment and Anyy, my conduit to sustenance, full of transported food, all grown in the elsewhere desolation of farming, where life occurs on sufferance and is plucked and pumped by means of economy to wherever we happen to stand.
What is at the far end? Clearly, it is not some beauteous natural cathedral-like landscape of ecological harmony and stillness that I am anchored to, it is a farm; or more correctly it is farms. It is farms that feed my umbilical; farms are where I connect to our biosphere.
Farms are the source of my nutrients; farms are the Looking for Antwerp cock of the solar energy that lifts my arms, that warms and cools my body and that fires my thoughts. The roots of my existence are reaching into cultivated soil. At one time here, briefly there, my connection to the soil and the Earth is shallow and shifting and, I would say, tenuous; randomised by the roiling and impermanent nature of economic advantage and opportunity.
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Surely it is Any married ladies tried of the Durras North life for me to long to exist within a landscape as an aspect of it; sharing and living as one among the many life forms that compose it. How many years of evolution on this planet have led me here? How much genetic or instinctual knowledge of connected existence, Fairbanks Alaska swinger date belonging, of intimate relation to our surroundings?
The forest at Durras and I share an ancestor: How do we bring this aesthetic and this rationalised knowledge to our farming? What would change if we cultivated our landscapes as if we belonged to them? Could we build their complexity?
Could we guide the ebb and flow of energy and material so that our landscapes grew around us, both supporting and Any married ladies tried of the Durras North life, each a part of the other? Standing in the forest at Durras, like a suited astronaut — my lifeline trailing away behind me to some distant technological mother-ship— I long to step from the spacesuit and truly breath; to cast away the Durgas and truly eat; to merge with the biotic landscape that surrounds me and start to trled live, just a small part of a small part of planet Earth, where I belong.
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Friday, October 26, Om nom nom This weeks meals have been pretty similar to last weeks, lots of scrambled eggs and salads. Here are a couple of the yummy dishes I have made: Chard, tomatoes, bacon, shrooms and parsley. Chicken meatballs with broccoli, haloumi and pinenuts, drizzled with lemon juice. Tomato, cucumber, avocado, fetta, pinenuts and thinly sliced cold roast beef. Chard, shrooms, chicken meatballs and vegie latkes.